My name is Vicky. I live in Colorado. I'm 43 and a divorced mother of two. I'm a medical transcriptionist, and a writer. Less than two weeks ago I was diagnosed with colon cancer. I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs, and I don't have a family history of colon cancer. Writing is my way of dealing with and processing what I'm going through. This blog is a way for me to do that for myself, my family, and anyone else who might benefit from it.

Friday, June 12, 2015

FEELING NORMAL AND HAPPY AGAIN

I’m really starting to feel like my old self again.  I’ve been reducing my pain meds and only need to take them occasionally.  I can sleep for several hours at a time now, most nights.  And I’ve been going for long walks.  It’s all helped my mind and brain feel clearer and I can hold my attention on things again.

I’ve started playing computer games again.  I’ve started reading again.  And I’m getting back into my psychic, paranormal, and spiritual practices and studies.  I love to meditate, use hemi-sync, have out of body experiences, and I’m finally starting to get back into all those things.  I even bought some new brainwave entrainment CDs to help me.  With all the stress and constant care and attention on my health lately I can feel my brain probably spends way too much time in beta.  One way to help kick myself out of that is to daydream more, fantasize, and calm my mind and body.  Everything I've been doing has completely taken away my stress and restless nights.

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